Sunday, July 6, 2014

*Insert Cliche Joke Here*

Fuck you

you inconsiderate penis,


only thinking of yourself,

especially at the times
when you choose to be so Hard Headed

Do you get it?

Stupid.

Idiot.

Fak!
You!


Sloooowly!

Faster! Faster!

Ohhhhhhhh..........

This Ginnnnn


I'm on my first cup,
still confused by the feeling.

As if I am a light weight,

or realizing how a natural Buzzzzzzzzzzz..... feels like



Slippery when wet,

That's what she said,

Fuck'n funny till It's dead.

Regret?

What? (continue) Instead.

Malfunction.

Male_Function

Males function with predictable behavior,





Stop ruining Game of Thrones for me!
I understand you're not really telling me everything


Maybe I'm just upset because you know how to talk about something without ruining it.

Because usually when someone tries to narrate something without giving something big away,
with me,
they always fail.

Because I can figure it out.




With you,
I don't know.



Oh how fast it became more metaphorical, accidentally.

Practice the finest rhythms on dummies.

Excessive thoughts encourage and welcome lonely days.

Stupid. I don't think about what I immediately write.
Don't you know by now that I just write as I think.

I don't even speak out loud as I type.

When I reread my words,
while hearing my voice,

It's as if a stranger wrote this.

Making me believe that these words,
are the voice
That I aspire to be

or wish I was.

But this is me, is me

Perhaps I just try to construct
such phrases
which I know might make the reader think
something highly of me.

I've been reading dostoevsky

He really is brilliant.


I saw what I felt,
in his words.

Not really in a sense where I have felt what he said
rather
his words making me understand how to express what I have thought

At times he expresses certain emotions which show me how to word what I feel.

it's crazy.

It's Brilliant.


I'm a wannabe.


Lol naaaaw.

We are us, no matter what we do.


I strive to be myself.



My father called me today.

He has no idea who i am

And I'm losing sight of whatever image I had of a Father Figure


I'm not sad!

Lol just lonely. Which makes  me want to make myself appear sad,
for attention..


Come on, you should know me by now..


I found a place to live next year.

it's gonna be AMAZING!

regardless of how terrible things might turn out to be.

Two brothers.

Lol they have no idea what they're about to be hit with.

In the best sense!


Be nice Hassib.


Lol she got me waiting.



When I smoke blunts
i want them to never end!


I get happy when I roll them up

and I get sad when there's still like 90 percent left.