My 16 bars.

Redefine what's hard to find Give up little kid you've had enough
Fake a smile to shake a mind from ever reaching my Realest thought's

To provoke a beast That hides with ease and dies to feast
Don't try to be weak you waste time when you try to hide your life with a lie You can't follow this guy

Pick a topic just so you could cop it I mean every bitch needs gossip
And trip when they lose profit A Fine line to be crossed
so Goddamn often

GIve em what they get no need to ever mention it like a Bitter little bitch that holds it over your head

Can't ride the wave that you create So your mistake will you take  blame?

Your diluted one-sided view seems to be too bullet proof to ever make you understand that Yes you happen to be the fool

But every shed needs a tool to make it look whichever direction the mind took
The mind of a crook that hides in its nook

That cries out lies and denies what is right
Don't stick your nose in a fight

and get upset when it gets broken your spirit can't handle real words when they're spoken

You plan your attack from an angle that I understand But it can't ever gain respect as an act of a man

You color your feather based on the sound of the weather collecting pebbles so clever wondering if a chick will like em ever pretend maybe but really
never

Pathetic dude believes in his ways to be real moves Like check it this is what you're supposed to do Just go ahead and get off me
if you're a bitch then yes this is about you

I dissect and leave no mess, I help you see the mirror clearer It's not me who makes you feel less

Get defensive by insults that were never meant
damn you're sensitive

Can't play the hand you were dealt like the grass is greener tryna be somebody else?
You're stuck as yourself

you'll die lonely I promise drown in a sea full of lies or live a life where to be real is to be honest

Tell me... Tell me...

Yes,
the days fly by really fast,

especially when looking back.

Defining the meaning of the current moment,
seems to be a definition philosophers have been arguing over for a while.

Arguing seems like a dramatic assumption,
but what's life without a little exaggerated drama?

Moments define us,
words can hold so much weight,
since we have nothing else left as artillery,
in such a domesticated world
that we live in.


World, meaning just the world I live in.

Western World,

far away from war,

Which currently is happening at all levels.
Like it always has been.

has-been.
or a never was.

You choose which lesser value you want to hold.

I weigh myself down, only to fight through all the conflict that stands in front of me.

There has to be conflict,
we have to overcome adversity.

When I am a parent,
I will fabricate it.

Experiences teach,
words are harder to grasp
when emotions seem to drive the spirit.

People lack spirit,
whatever one might think "spirit" means.

Individualism is something I will always hold on too.

I mean, shit...

What else do we have?


And I am not the one to say, Just worry about yourself in this lonely world, because that is a sad sad life...


Place your trust in others,
understanding and accepting that it can be broken.

But it's the chance that you gave,
that gives us a shot,
at what we want.


regrets regrets...

i have none.

And I want to say that on my death bed.

Death motivates me,
since my actions will forever echo,
as long as eternity lets it.


So why not cannon ball into every scenario?

I sure wish I could follow my own advice,
Believe me,
I really do try.


To be this self-proclaimed figure,
who can capture the image
who can live the dream
that I fantasize for me
and
only me...

I'll take my reality over yours,
I have a good heart.

I don't need your negativity to be another pathetic attempt
trying to make me doubt myself.

When it is not even your intention to make me doubt myself,
that's just the reaction to our chemical balance trying to draw a conclusion.

Leaving you more confused than I.

Since I see where it is heading,
and you can only grasp as much as you can control.

Obsessive behavior,
in order to prove you do understand,
more than the average.

Excuse me but I'm bored.


I have a goal,
I am past refusing to adapt in a smaller world,
therefore I have learned to always adapt to every situation.

I have learned to respect smaller worlds that I just could not recognize.

Because they consist of people,
the same people I want to bring joy too.

The same people I want to make laugh and smile.

So the self centered attitude, doesn't really make sense,
when I need your attention in order to succeed,
yet it is not your opinion I need.

Just a quick wave in your short term mind,
for me to feel a confidence boost,
to help me get by.

I tried to sell my soul to the devil,
but for some reason,
even the devil seemed too preoccupied in worrying about whether or not people thought he was cool.

He tried to act like he cared about me,
but I saw right through the act.

Turns out,
no one has the time
to give people what they ask for.

We live in a world where we have to figure out how to take what we want?


How do we do that?

First let's be honest with our desire.

What is it that we want?
Then,
let's apply some logic and reason behind our desires.
A little girl wants ice cream just because mommy said she cannot have any.

So how much energy will this little girl waste trying to get ice cream?

Cry?
throw a fit?
Pout for a while?

over what?

Seems basic, yet

in all reality,
how often do we ask ourself,

"why do I need, or want this?"

Yes,
need and want are two different things,

and I could bullshit for hours about my self-praised "opinion" trying to differentiate the two.


back to the topic.

How to obtain what our hearts desire.


Combination of giving it your all

so the day does not come
where you look back
and regret,
your effort.

And the ability to let it be......
letting
what you desire
have its own free movement


Seems like two opposite ends
North and south.

All we can do is help ourselves grow,

I don't feel love when only I dream of it.

How can I possibly learn to go after and capture my dreams
with full effort,
and at the same time....
letting the universe
just flow in its own unpredictable way?

We have such strong issues with not knowing what is next.

Agree with me,
when I say,

that humans have learned to get away with being obsessive
calling it "just trying to understand"

Accept the unknown

but you can't

That's okay,
because we are the same person
that one day
Will Die...

Just a momentary existence,

without any previous memory,

and scared of what's next.

Fear can paralyze.
but I like the adrenaline rush

of just walking up to you.

And telling you how I feel.

your reaction validates my previous thoughts,
regardless of the words you speak.

because trust me,
your body says it all.

Dare to stand,
only because no one else has the will power,

just to prove you can.

To the world
or yourself.

What is the difference really?

We are the World,
because if it's not us?

Then tell me,
you smart fuck.

Who is it then?