easy does it
What a direction
I find myself just wondering,
where did I end up?
I draw a blank
isn't that impossible?
Just figure out how to word it
perhaps that might help.
Memories,
feel better
Yet my feelings grow thin,
how is it that certain sounds
Just do not have their same effect anymore?
Has the hour grown cold already?
WHere is my new feel?
I feel like I'm slipping and I cannot seem to catch myself
Yet I have the slightest control
in regards to the interactions
I have
with the people
I accidentally
encounter
Sleep,
sometimes I wish I could for an eternity,
then wake up continue.
Life is so serious.
to the idiots it seems,
Yet I feel like the real idiot at times,
but I do enjoy laughing at all this
that I write,
with intent for you to carry a trait
that you found in me
with you
An advantage,
allowing for things to happen,
not resisting
yet absorbing
fusing powers,
listening to detail
taking pride over every second
Heavy head
or just attached to my magnetic bed?
I need to rest
But I try to impress
The empty audience
I want my Grand Act
I want my spectacle
I find myself thinking out loud
never really.
I search for my inner voice,
it seems i can only hear it
when I talk to it.
lolzz
Man,
I do not enjoy so much of a lot of the things that are going on right now.
I wish I could explain why,
but it's just that I do not really want to think about it.
I know what it is,
I could guess,
but I do not.
I guess the guilt weighs heavy
eventually
How is it that I can just
live
knowing that I cause pain
to those
that I
consider close
for choosing my way
Goodness, time moves yet the pace frightens when we choose to keep the pace with reality.
It requires something from us everyday.
Days pass forward
quick
with the feel of a drunken glow
that mushes it all together.
Yet it's not consumption that has made itself my crutch,
I immediately argue with myself as I say this.
I need to detox,
Chaos controls destiny
so really,
do you have what it takes to take charge over yourself?
big words are never heard.
meaningless becomes that which is repetitive,
only with desperate attempts.
Strive for perfection,
only to realize flaws.
Perfection is reality
either that
or inexistent
Yet we find our own personal perfect.
We have the power to visualize our dreams.
We live our dreams by simply doing what it takes.
yet cliche sayings
quotes amongst quotes
No one understands.
So universal,
yet so individual.
I can't understand so much.
So let it be,
and learn to be.
Do not hold on to anything
spread the hand and feel the wind in between the fingers
Freshness,
Listen to wonderful thoughts
run for happiness
away from misery
hoping to find the answer
only to find another piece to the puzzle
that you ran away from,
What to do now......
Lord help me find the answer,
lolz.
deeeeeeep breath man.
I'm going to bed.
I love my niggas
Friday, February 28, 2014
Saturday, February 8, 2014
You're CRAZY bro
I have so much to say
scream it
shout it,
No need I guess.
Because,
if i can be honest,
hoping and wishing I am,
I'm lost for words
So what good
Shall come out of
Me screaming
In anger
with empty words?
Just another angry person perhaps.
And I'd wink at you
Hoping you understood,
But of course you did,
Smug is me for thinking,
I made you see something
You have not yet before.
So
smug am I
to you
because
I did not
let you think of it
First?
I don't know man,
don't ask me.
When I hear problems
that I have come to realize
Are simple enough to be solved by one person
Should be solved by one person
I mean how much hope
Is there in a person
who cannot understand
Simple concepts
on their own
But I mean,
There are years left to grow
Some make quick assumptions,
just based one watching where certain branches have strayed
Forgetting to look at the Tree itself.
Right?
Or am I reaching in the air
with my heart holding onto a handful of hope?
But what do I know?
I smile
wanting to ask the same question back.
But I stay quiet.
Not really,
Because my silence and body language itself
should already say enough.
I mean
It does for all you guys
So why can't you easily read me,
The way I just
feel like
I Can so
easily do
to each
and everyone of you.
Calm down
Calm down
I have to tell myself
but trust me I know.
So what is the point?
Don't ask stupid questions.
Today I met Brian from Backstreet Boys.
I talked to him and his wife.
I was very
observant
wanting to see what kind of person he was
He Spent the whole time with his wife,
if not her
his son
Happy family
Usually I see rich older husbands on the phone
With sexy young wives maliciously plotting their next sex adventures in their mind
OMGGGGGG!
My earliest childhood memories consist of some Backstreet Boys
He was my brothers favorite
Quick rant
Quick
Rants.
I guess.
Bull shit
just
finds ways to pile up
only if
you let it.
but shhhhhhhh
that's the big secret.
Can you believe it
before you can handle it.
Probably not.
I'm so much cooler than you.
Serious bro.
How much do you even lift bro
My stand-up starts in 2 days,
excited,
I don't even know.
This
to me
Could be my biggest step
(my first step)
That's why.
And I'm like whaaaaaaaaa?
not even steven thinking about it.
Laughter,
fills the rooms
in my head
followed by silence
met by doom
Shit.
I wanna
not talk about sad stuff.
let it pile up I guess for another day.
Part of Happiness
is knowing how to be crazy
scream it
shout it,
No need I guess.
Because,
if i can be honest,
hoping and wishing I am,
I'm lost for words
So what good
Shall come out of
Me screaming
In anger
with empty words?
Just another angry person perhaps.
And I'd wink at you
Hoping you understood,
But of course you did,
Smug is me for thinking,
I made you see something
You have not yet before.
So
smug am I
to you
because
I did not
let you think of it
First?
I don't know man,
don't ask me.
When I hear problems
that I have come to realize
Are simple enough to be solved by one person
Should be solved by one person
I mean how much hope
Is there in a person
who cannot understand
Simple concepts
on their own
But I mean,
There are years left to grow
Some make quick assumptions,
just based one watching where certain branches have strayed
Forgetting to look at the Tree itself.
Right?
Or am I reaching in the air
with my heart holding onto a handful of hope?
But what do I know?
I smile
wanting to ask the same question back.
But I stay quiet.
Not really,
Because my silence and body language itself
should already say enough.
I mean
It does for all you guys
So why can't you easily read me,
The way I just
feel like
I Can so
easily do
to each
and everyone of you.
Calm down
Calm down
I have to tell myself
but trust me I know.
So what is the point?
Don't ask stupid questions.
Today I met Brian from Backstreet Boys.
I talked to him and his wife.
I was very
observant
wanting to see what kind of person he was
He Spent the whole time with his wife,
if not her
his son
Happy family
Usually I see rich older husbands on the phone
With sexy young wives maliciously plotting their next sex adventures in their mind
OMGGGGGG!
My earliest childhood memories consist of some Backstreet Boys
He was my brothers favorite
Quick rant
Quick
Rants.
I guess.
Bull shit
just
finds ways to pile up
only if
you let it.
but shhhhhhhh
that's the big secret.
Can you believe it
before you can handle it.
Probably not.
I'm so much cooler than you.
Serious bro.
How much do you even lift bro
My stand-up starts in 2 days,
excited,
I don't even know.
This
to me
Could be my biggest step
(my first step)
That's why.
And I'm like whaaaaaaaaa?
not even steven thinking about it.
Laughter,
fills the rooms
in my head
followed by silence
met by doom
Shit.
I wanna
not talk about sad stuff.
let it pile up I guess for another day.
Part of Happiness
is knowing how to be crazy
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