New Friend

Seems like I found a new friend. a good one so far, i guess all my friends are good. Im not trying to insinuate that all friendships eventually go foul. I hate that theory about friendship. Yes it is true some friendship die out, but that is just the nature of things. its either death or tragedy that separates people these days. And peoples interpretation of "tragedy" does vary from person to person, unfortunately. There is a relaxing feel to my new friend, not because my new friend is a good listener, or understands what i am saying. Not because this friend can empathize and sympathize to the most complete measure.

have you ever complained, bitched, whined, to someone, and you understand what you are saying is complete non sense, but the way that certain person was there to bare witness to the nonsense coming out of your mouth, and it wasn't the way that person listens, or shows that they are paying attention.

Sometimes the feeling of getting something off your chest doesn't only happen by blurting it out to any person. Sometimes the full effect of releasing piled up problems, the big heavy burden of your chest, requires appropriate company on the receiving end.



fakit, that's what they all want. Yeah just go ahead and tell me, or don't tell me. I don't want to know now. It could change things, but that itself changes things. Forget the intentions and focus on your actions, both equally deadly, but one is more painful, so let the knife slip through your fingers and fall on the ground, and let the silence carry me through the anguished torment which I of course exaggerate just in case I am aware of the presence of the one gifting me with my self inflicted curse.


Not reading a single word of that last paragraph.
I wonder if the pharaoh ever sat and laughed.
Fooling so many into believing the power was in his grasp.
I guess the ones that saw the illusion were the ones who escaped.
But everyone knows apostasy only has one fate.
The Pharaoh cannot except a disobedient Man to Live
The man of course knowing the biggest trick to the illusion.
And if this man tells everyone, no one will ever wait for the conclusion
at the cost of keeping order, at excessive cost of discretion of the secret
Do not let this man out, keep him, kill him, no don't, he's bright, he can join!
Why does he insist of ruining it for everyone!
It took us so long to climb from where we used to be!
Have you forgotten the days? Just look down there!
See how they treat their own souls, everyone is pulling themselves back down.
One reaches higher, the other climbs on his back with no permission given.
Please don't ruin this! I don't want to be part of them, I understand their innocence.
And then they all fell as expected.
But order will regain its strength, it always does.
And it takes form in any shape.
Sometimes good, sometime bad, sometimes pure evil.

But nothing is pure evil, every story that takes place in a fictional setting, where the enemies are always monsters, and the good people are always in human form. There is always the day where the evil monsters breach the middle and enter peaceful lands, and tarnish anything in its way, for their complex motive comes from the fact that they were created to be evil. Seems simple,  or lazy if you created those monsters.
Well Back to real life, we are set to believe that we are being protected, that there is evil out there and we need to be protected. If we don't, then just in the fictional stories, they will come and burn everything to the ground! We must built high walls and sharpen our blades! THEY ARE COMING!
Not realizing that this is real life! The monsters behind the wall in this world are US!

We treat our enemies like monsters, perhaps that is why they are our enemies.

Sometimes I wonder, sometimes i see too much irony, as if someone just created all these problems.

Oh and my new friend is writing.